YWednesday, November 29, 2006
i see bones sticking out of my shoulders. neck bone visible too.
cant fit into my fave jeans cuz i need a belt to hold it up.
damned.
losing my bloody apetite and i dont know y.
food looks bloody good yet still cant stomach em all.
head's spinning and heart's heavy.im at the peak of life.
i just keep tellin them to bring it on. cuz i aint gona fall in this trap and succumb to failure.
i failed once and no way am i gona fail again.
i know it for sure.
this is life.i've learnt.
tho im exhausted half of the time.stomach's grumbling everytime and eyes keep wanting to shut. im not giving in and im not gona procrastinate work to tomorrow.
changing my perspective of everything.
i'll get through this and walk out smiling with heads up. =)
gona work out again tmr and be healthy. and make sure this mouth, tongue, throat starts liking what i see. and yeah, sleep early? NOT.hehe.
the dumbest thing to do is to regret and wish for things to be undone.
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